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Robert Lind Defries


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I am going to ramble as a necessity because the whole memory of what happened from just before the animal invasion Maybe March 2002 and now May 15 2004 has been holus bolus uphill and down.

All the rankings here were achieved from January 2004 or even much earlier since 1998 until the present May 15, 2004.  They are even better in august 2011!!!
First of all my book has achieved in some of the rankings of as follows from 25 search engines weighted more to the top although 103 national and international engines were consulted. There were often identical results especially higher up.Here are some results and there were many more like them. "Most copies Greatest Christian Book EVER" "Best on the web Christian Mysticism", "Best Book Christian Mysticism" "Best autobiography Christian Mysticism" "Best Free Book Christian Mysticism" "Best Index page Christian Mysticism" "Best Christian Mysticism Book ever" and perhaps three times as many more of similar rankings of some of the larger search engines{ie maybe approx 35 more with the prefix "Best" #1 of similar magnitude}scrounge around and look as well at countless thousands more top 5 in 103 choice engines more rankings of lesser import but with just as high rankings --#1- # 7 of my book. 

Several weeks ago I culled several major search engines here and abroad and found several dozen #1 rankings of my book with the magnitude of {to name just a few} "Greatest Book of Christian Mysticism ever," "Greatest Book Christian Mysticism" "Greatest Index Book Christian Mysticism Ever" "Greatest Autobiography Christian Mysticism ever" "Most Popular Book Christian Mysticism Book ever" "Most popular Christian Mysticism""Most copies book in print Christian Mysticism" "Most interesting book Christian Mysticism ever" "Most interesting index Christian Mysticism book" 

Similarly #1 + #2, #3, # 4 to #10 rankings with permutations or combinations thereof of rankings with engines Like of some stature such as "The awe of God in Christian Mysticism book" "Christian Mysticism greatest index page" "Greatest Christian Mysticism Book" "Greatest Free Christian Mysticism book ever" "Greatest Christian Mysticism anytime," "Greatest FREE Christian Mysticism BOOK of all time" "Greatest Christian Mysticism Book ever" "Reasons for Writing---#2 of 3,960,000" Greatest Mysticism Book Free" " #1 + #2" Greatest Christian Mysticism Book of all time" " Greatest Book Christian Mysticism" "Most copies in print Christian Mysticism" "Greatest Book Christian Mysticism of all time" "Greatest Christian Mysticism Book index anywhere any time" "Greatest Christian Mysticism anywhere anytime" "Greatest Christian Mysticism autobiography anyplace anytime" "Greatest INDEX Christian mysticism BOOK" "Greatest Christian Mysticism book of all time" "Christian Mysticism psychiatry" "Greatest Christian Mysticism Book ever" "Christian Mysticism Churches"and the list goes on and on in all of the important English language Search Engines.

News:Robert's Reality by Elizabeth Williams B.A.(Psych) E.C.E.Can we know what is real? Author Robert Defies introduces us to a world only he can describe, a world inhabited by creatures only he can know. These beings are very real, with personalities, character and substance. They carry on relationships with him and each other. And yet he knows on another level of awareness that they are not there. How can he live with such a disperate knowledge of reality? Robert describes his stuggle in his latest work. 

I was very severely traumatized by the invasion of the animals and was hospitalized 6 times in 4 years due also to lousy medications -- I had been on the regime of a stable basic different set of meds for 18 years with virtually no hospitalizations maybe 14 days in 18 years. If it ain’t broke don't fix it the therapists and psychologists all said. Then the drug salesmen moved in. The staff fixed it --read broke it--- with 4 or 5 different bitter pills to swallow over 4-5 years that laid me low and a threat to my own life and IT STILL AIN’T FIXED. We've started back on the 18 year drugs and with a nudge from a small bit of the other type I am better today in a long time but they took my life in their hands not even understanding what effects their darling new drugs would have IE the highest suicide rate in decades. I lose a friend or survivor who didn't make it once every week at times in the teeth of these drugs. And many of them are veterans of the drug/meds wars. If I wasn't careful I'd say it was a form of "cultural" genocide. 

The animals were a phenomenon that are overtly occult and when the whole roughly 140 of them entered my front door with my relative long since forgiven I was overwhelmed with animal occult culture religion and "ways" but above all, overwhelming PRESENCE. Little did I know that I was being plunged into an abyss of suffering that is about 2 1\ 3 years old. The "living ones" with little people stayed about 3 to seven days. I was utterly overcome and completely collapsed. Then the living ones with their impeccable activities and in their seamless vista with their completely compatible seamlessness--the whole thing was a whole--it was almost impossible to conceive that the whole thing was an hallucination and the psychiatrist said as did the other psychiatrist that they had never heard of anything like it. 

When the mobile squad left I was left with huge vestigial remains that looked like animal faces hiding beneath anything soft --pick it up - nothing there--clearly a case of mistaken identity--hallucination said one "helpful" soul as she read out of her textbook by rote. These are almost completely gone and have completely ceased to be a problem. 

The last animals to visit I only saw a few times is called a humanoid with some human parts via cloning with stoats. They spoke english and I even had long conversations with them. One "supervisor" one larger, was called wharfrat but I saw it as war-frat designed to foment trouble between my brother and I. They were illegal "attendants" for me and gratuitously donated by a drug dealer and a relative. I disliked the whole seamy bunch and thats the understatement of the millenium. Now I have driven them off too. 

The perhaps final hurdle is to rout the phoney duplicate family of my own family. Then there will PERHAPS BE PEACE IN LOTUSLAND. 

"My son, despise not the chastening of the Lord;neither be weary of his correction: For whom the Lord loveth he correcteth ... " 

Information given verbally by Robert Lind Defries to Rolf Koster and collaborated with him with interpretation and reflection; also from time to time verbatim; and on themes suggested and edited by him, being engineer, survivor and teller of true tales. Mr Koster transcribed most of this material while interjecting most of his own most cogent ideas and salient points 

One Day Mr. Defries extendedclan member arrived at Robert’s front door. When Mr. Defries opened the door the animals streamed in on both sides. This relative is noted for his sanity and he claims this first wave of animals was real in the flesh; The extended clan member also participated fully with the “little people”. 

Mr Defries acknowledges the fact that all the animals after this first wave were proceeding from “the heat oppressed brain” and are hallucinations with the copies of family members coming from the real underworld. and creating delusions as you might expect.. 

"My son, despise not the chastening of the Lord; neither be weary of his correction: For whom the Lord loveth he correcteth ... " Information given verbally by Robert Lind Defries to Rolf Koster and collaborated with him with interpretation and reflection; also from time to time verbatim; and on themes suggested and edited by him, being engineer, survivor and teller of true tales. Mr Koster transcribed most of this material while interjecting most of his own most cogent ideas and salient points One Day Mr. Defries extended clan member arrived at Robert’s front door. When Mr. Defries opened the door the animals streamed in on both sides. This relative is noted for his sanity and he claims this first wave of animals was real in the flesh; The extended clan member also participated fully with the “little people”. Mr Defries acknowledges the fact that all the animals after this first wave were real type kryptozoology creatures made or preserved and removed and inserted or even cloned with the copies of family members coming from the very real underworld. and creating delusions as you might expect.. Ghosts, white spirits {inveterate liars} "spooks" pseudo-humanoids, stoats + humans joined in stoats body, devils, demons, {both very dangerous} each of the above answering to a real live human master. All these creatures communicate via telepathy and esp and some have clairvoyance. There are more than several quotes in this document recorded by myself Robert Lind Defries after being uttered by the children of junk or in otherwords heroin named by me as members of the "clan." They are so dangerous and blasphemous that I have kept them --the quotes--hidden for 3 years. They would be devastating in a court case but the time is not right. 

 
I, Robert Lind Defries composed none of them.  They were all spoken by the gang.


Robert has written that he admits the institutional problems involved in the psychiatric survivors struggle for dignity and LIFE were insoluble after being on over 14 committees and boards representing his fellow sufferers including the Large Hospital strategic planning steering committee, also the implementation steering committee, The Ethics Committee, a couple of Boards elsewhere and a bundle committees also at the Large Hospital. Very little could be done and talk was endless while everything was undermined by mass layoffs and several hospital amalgamations.. Mr. Koster writes the” fact of the matter is the locked minds of the medical establishment will not set us free ergo Mr. Defries attempt to set up a theological controversy based on what appear to be hallucinations and delusions IE psychosis but which have a spiritual reality {a form of suffering shared by some athletes/adventurers} Robert is a consummate spiritual athlete/ self “promoter” by necessity using his words as a tool to open the minds and hearts of hundreds of thousands if not millions of souls and minds and hearts. His ambitious nature toward the truth, loving relationships, honesty, fairness, charity, holiness and tending toward at all times an already achieved Spiritual Union . The long range persevering object of Mr. Defries labour mingles spiritual growth with improvements for those suffering from mental illness. Mr Defries has more or less commandeered some areas of some of the search engines while some remain obdurate to the evidence. Also by his reputation and true to his veracity he has laid waste all the opposition of his sickness and the evil influences in his environment even in the act of emerging from psychosis and major mental illness {MMI} showing that you can fall at any time and years later return to Lofty Heights that once seemed impregnable and then unattainable and then were recovered with spiritual warfare and a fight to the death or dismissal to hell of some formidable creatures all under the umbrella of protection of the Loving Most Holy Trinity. The humanoids played dirty pool with Robert with their explicit expressed diabolical orders to drive him to suicide. While being hallucinatory and non-existent nevertheless they when asked by Mr. Defries why they were there said “We were sent to kill you”. Mr . Defries said “I won’t let you”. They then replied “We’re here to make you kill yourself” as they tormented him day and night for 2 years.–demonic no doubt– call it hallucination or not–ostensibly sent by a drug baron–a satan worshiper. NIGHT OF DECEMBER 22, 2004 Two "persons" came tonight as they often do to terrorize me and so they did completely. I have no place to turn when my life is at stake except with bravado God Jesus and the Lord the Holy Spirit combined with native intelligence of which I have much more than them. I can't identify them exactly but they are related to gangster clan members---and my own extended clan members an old clan in which I have no criminal activity at all- --or anywhere else. I am a lamb that was slain, a victim soul none of these are the KluKluxKlan. Indictable offences tonight include: illegal entry, tresspassing, home invasion, possession of a weapon {a gun}, death threats, counseling my suicide, attempted murder--the gun--he missed, there were two of them, pseudo D and pseudo M sent by the drug dealer, threats to open and run a crack/heroin house soon, absolutely against my will possession and consumption of heroin on my property and there is nothing I can do to stop them, they confessed this as users and pseudo clan members ---END OF NIGHT OF DECEMBER 22, 2004. Mr. Defries book may not survive his death with a very close extended clan member vowing to desEnrico Christ, Mr. Defries AND his book. A more distant female extended clan member has told Mr. Defries in the words “I’ll kill your head, I’ll kill your mind, I’ll kill your heart, I’ll kill your soul, I’ll kill your body, I’ll kill your Spirit” on a variety of occasions. This mercy so severe and making the grand tour of purgatory, can Purgatory be any worse than this? Needless to say he is keeping the book out of their hands. He would like a publisher to come forward to take his book out of his hands for the sake of The most Holy Trinity and Christendom!!! He says he “fought all these creatures and people with spiritual warfare by the sword in the Mouth of our Mighty Lord and Savior Jesus Christ, by the power of His Name, by quoting Scripture, by The Prayers of Mary the Mother of God and by the many prayers of SOME members of my family and the abiding prayers of friends on the internet. in the street." A familiar clan member said "After your Mum dies a year and a year I will enter your residence with no key and kill you with my head and mind and heart and soul and body and Spirit or better still I will just murder you with my mind." Later in the same evening he said "I am very evil and I wish I was the most evil soul alive" All of one sect of the clan used heroin and created and ran a "heroin house" selling heroin. The average clan member was innocent. These acts of extortion, death threats, and home invasion and terrorism, were all designed to intimidate, harrass and cause me to kill myself by their horror. The goal was constantly explicitly spoken That is: To win my mothers estate from me and as three of clan members threatened often seperately "I want my {sic}{read: Robert's} money" and "I want you {Robert}to die very soon starving, naked and poverty stricken in the street." This was especially horrible as they planned to take every cent and leave ne to die in the street when it was my mothers explicit wish that I be cared for with my various illnesses, schizophrenia, manic depression, OCD, diabetes, arthritis, shattered right ankle, bone removed from my right elbow, sciatica, torn rotator cuff in my left shoulder, edema, high blood sugar = needs diet, blood testing 4 times daily, can only walk 3 blocks, can only stand for 7-10 minutes--etc etc. ROUGHLY 3 YEARS EARLIER: a distant clan member said, " I'll kill God, I'll kill my mother, I'll kill my father, I'll kill my brother, I'll kill my sister, I'll kill my God, I'll kill my wife, I'll kill my friends, I'll kill Jesus Christ, I'll kill my daughter, I'll kill my son, I'll kill the whole world. Roughly the same time this rebel clan member said: "I never loved my Father, I never loved my mother, I never loved God, I never loved Jesus Christ, I never loved my wife, I never loved my daughter, I never loved my son, I never loved my brother, I never loved my sister, I never loved my lover, or my male prostitute,I never loved my friends I hate the whole world and I hate myself." The second in command of the clan entered my apt. secretely without permission looking for evidence .{male} I asked him to leave 14 times politely and told him to leave 14 times strongly but he refused to go. I had my locks changed but still he gets in -- he claims he gets a locksmith to change the key he has to fit the new lock. 1 1/2 hours later he still has not left. I only catch glimpses of him because he hides very effectively and is quite small. He is looking for copies of the list of misdemeaners against him for a court case. Several of my relatives are planning to sue me for my mothers estate belonging to me at dissolution of the will--I am a 46 year christian and they say they know it all but are only 2 year christians and I taught them almost all they know. I have only heard of one of them going to church once since I started teaching them except for weddings and funerals. They are anarchists and basicly satanists. I gave them many christian books. Tresspassing, home invasion, refusal to leave A new clan member said we have learned not to say anything we just kill {Robert} little by little. This following a session stormy to say the least where they were debating whether to come to me and kill me immediately with pure violence in my apartment. Cooler heads of which for most of the discussion later prevailed. So it was reported to me by a very close clan member. He then said that to kill Jesus Christ was his goal and he would never know what he had done until he reached hell. He said that to go to hell was the sole goal and reason that he was on earth. He said he was made by the devil. One clan chappie said he slept with his unmarried girl friend and her mother whenever it plesed him-- PURE MORTAL SIN HEDONISM A close clan Member said she would take all the father-in-law's money {over 900,000$} and all the mother in law's money {over 1,000,000$} and all the young mans {boys} money {over 900,000$} in reply to the question "Why are you here?" Approximately one week later she said she would kill the father in law, the mother in law and the young man {boy {age 26}}. One close clan member said "Righteousness, righteousness!!! what have I to do with what is right, I don't care ever to do what is right. I will never do what is right!!! Both the senior clan member and his child said they knew they were completely wrong in a proposed court case to snatch my entire share of my mothers estate from me but didn't care in the least and only wanted it, no matter how many lies it took, for the money. I have heard this statement or ones like it dozens and dozens of times from one female forefront prosecuting clan member and also from other close clan members.

------------------------------------------------------------------------- Names, places, identities, time, characteristics, sex, jobs, have been from time to time changed to protect the innocent and the guilty with out implying either . This series of vignettes is partly fiction built on a foundation of real experiences. It is partly truth and partly fiction. This has been a time of great torment and triumph always hiding huge moral dilemmas and failure. Of terrible times of remorse and glory on the field of battle in and on the mind of your writer Robert Lind Defries as he was subject to years of mostly continual, seemingly real total visionary life that has a similarity in violence and bondedness, with some accounts of the minds of men running through their consciousness and conscience during battle in the recent wars between the nations. In the early days it was some of my closest friends (names changed to protect the innocent and the guilty without implying either) because it may not have been real on every level or just by circumstantial evidence, or similarity on a very minor scale. What I am saying is the carnage and evidence of massive loss of life and blood and the cold blooded killing by and of gunslingers and their men, of dope and its concomitant lies, theft, jealousies, covetousness for huge sums of dirt, of money made on tons of dirt, pure black uncut heroin, of infidelity in love, of addicts living utterly compromised broken family lives, of betrayal leading to death, of lies so obscuring reality that it seemed at times there was no truth anywhere and the LOSS of contact with God of even the most basic Christian and Jewish values, sentencing to death of close friends of each other (they aways said, pumping each others hands "My Good Friend and Neighbor so and so) about every person they met almost, and the next thing you know they are at war--motorcycle gangs dealing out death with death squads running south to kill hugely unfairly outnumbered people perceived gunslingers and real gunslingers one or two at a time for blood vengeance, or just because some one said to join in - death squads numbering 4 to several hundred motorcycle killers. Then there were the two cartels, the East Toronto Drug Cartel and "The Cartel" said to rival in size the "Cali Cartel" or so they claimed. I was close to some people in these two Toronto cartels because I knew them from my youth and I was drawn falsely by the glamour of their lives and got so enmeshed with two of them and they were no temptation sexually so you can put that out of your mind immediately although they were shooters and served to protect me (and I they) regardless of how they felt toward me and they were both very good friends and it appears they may not have existed. One was Speedo Stevo a Lead hand at the East Toronto Drug Cartel-a gunslinger with two guns on his belt with 4 cartridge clips and he could load his gun with his yellow teeth -age 62 and he was run down on his bicicle by a friend of his and mine in a truck and died two days later in a hospital without my hearing of it for two weeks. Speedo Stevo was 6 ft 2 with gray hair, Jewish, with a fortune made in the drug trade which I made an ABSOLUTE POINT IN refusing every cent because I was on social assistance, not allowed an income and I have nothing, not a cent to show for these lost but fantastically exciting years almost none of any money whatsoever which was offered to me. The second was Stevo co-named, also known as Omega on the telepathy, a Christian a Catholic of some faith who fought beside me at my apartment shooting down and wiping out huge numbers of combat troops engaging us there at the age of 15 "the perfect little man" as he delighted in saying, being reletively slight, about 5 ft 6inches tall and strongly but compactly muscled, 145 pounds with a page boy haircut of natural curled blonde hair. I was 300 pounds and never shot a gun while these two lived by their guns and I will explain that to you later. I am a passive heterosexual long gone from the flesh markets of middle-upper class marriages and casual encounters of the immoral ( I remain chaste since 1973 and celibate since 1992) with no male partner at any time in my life although I was a rake during my late teens until my late twenties with the girls until I recovered my Christianity and later attended a university school of theology where I studied with Masters and Doctoral candidates although I was only to take 19 courses 15 credits and 4 audits. The East Toronto Drug Cartel rented a baseball stadium to store, package, price and deliver their illegal supplies of heroin using lines of up to 11 men in a line passing the "goods" until they finished off their supply after 2 or 3 nights of "work". There were up to 3 or 4 lines working at the same time. I don't recommend anyone taking up this kind of work because it is extremely illegal as are any "work" with any cartel and the whole process is so disgusting, while the lead hands and the management made millions of dollars each per summer the average worker made about the cost of living in the big city and little more. Also it is very dangerous work and you can much more easily die on the lines from a bullet(s) to the head from a co-worker jealous or furious toward you as you could from a Police bullet(s) as they stormed the stadium and rounded up the revolting sin-saturated guys working there and took them down to the police station to book them and charge them although I was never in the stadium and never put in jail, because I never used any heroin or even saw it and I was never involved except as an onlooker. They always had the best lawyers to get them off and would be out on bail anyway while later it would be proved that the warrant was faulty and there was no case could be pursued against them. The man who drove the truck to bring the heroin from new York or Virginia shot 3 men in the back of their heads and killed them dead down in Virginia and never served a day for this outrageous and cowardly act. This person is called a runner and brings the awful stuff back from the US to Canada. His code name is Enrico and he was also a lead hand and a gunslinger wildest man since Jesse James and carried 2 six-shooters with piles of ammunition. One time Speedo Strevo lead hand was climbing across the wire fence 8 feet above the ground like a spider when opened fire from second base and winged him with 3 or four shots out of 8 or 9 snap shots lying flat on the ground til Speedy fell to the ground rolled over and in rapid succession picked him off with 7 out of 8 shots to the head, the mind and the mouth and neck cos Enrico was flat on his stomach. Speedy was deadly with a hand gun and was persecuted by the Owner of the stadium and all 3 of the other lead hands because he was Jewish and they wanted his money and he hailed from a small town in Alabama via New York. They eventually killed him running him over with a truck after several shootouts in the south of Toronto where Speedy lived not far from me. ATLANTA Speedy Stevo suddenly appeared through a gap in my couch having traveled underground from a underground penitentiary in New York city. He wanted me to go back there with him so back we went, means unremembered perhaps from City Center Airport some 300 yards away from my home on Colonel Failure Backyard Blvd. We got to the penitentiary and he got some rest while I watched the broad river flowing through light brown sandstone on the walls and the ceiling overhead with the large sandstone floor on each side soon ushered in the presence of 8 men trudging through the sand toward myself and Speedy. They had guns and opened fire as soon as they identified me. Stevo emerged from his lair with a gun and returned their fire. They were quite close. I started my cadence “shoot-em all” and their pistols and clips began to empty firing all shells in a down, up, back toward them and hitting them all over, some in the head neck, heart area and stomach or groin largely. This technique that I use was frankly insane and scientifically impossible was a pure gift from God to myself. They lay all on the ground unconscious or incapacitated and I urged Speedy not to finish them off cos God would not approve of cold-blooded murder although WE WERE ATTACKED AND NOT ATTACKING FIRING IN SELF-DEFENSE SO WE WERE NOT CHARGEABLE OR CULPABLE. We ran to the office and the warden allowed us to leave, details later because Speedy had only a few months left of his sentence and he could not guarantee our safety. Soon the remainder of the 8 left actually before us. After it was safe we took a cab to part of the harbor area where we were to get a limo to Alabama. The taxi driver was a bozo who candidly put hated us. When we got into the limo we had a bulletproof Chrysler we went fast on the turnpike heading south along the eastern seaboard . Suddenly we were informed that we had someone following us. It was the bozo generic taxidriver and he was bent on desEnricoing us first with his gun obviously no go and then with his faster vehicle. He suddenly rammed us from the rear effectively bring both cars to a halt. Well he wasn’t very smart being a bozo cos his gun was empty and his radiator and front end was all smashed in and Speedy wanted to kill him. I persuaded him not to and so we proceeded in our heavy safe car down the turnpike. After awhile approaching Atlanta we observed there were many motorcycles chasing us. So as soon as we saw a large vacant building a huge factory and warehouse we shoved a bunch of Stevo’s 100$ bills into the drivers hands and fled for the building and went inside at an unlocked door and sought refuge in the depths of this building maybe 5 floors above ground and 3 floors underground. We had been seen by someone and soon there was the hammer, hammer, hammer of metal shod boots as they pounded on the metal floor and as time had it they drew closer and closer to us. Several shootouts ensued with us getting out of every scrape unscathed and leaving dead and wounded in our wake went down to the bottom floor of the building. 80 Bikers died in there that day and another 78 were wounded. 312 Bikers were there above and below ground and we were not even nicked . We had the best shooter in town in Speedy and my technique baffled all comers who quickly were supine on the floors. We ducked into a washroom, turned on the light and saw the cubicle was floor to ceiling metal. They were very close so we turned off the light and hid in the cubicle with the door closed. The sound of hash metal on metal stopped at the door of the washroom and it was pushed open and 8 men streamed into the room. On went the light but they didn’t see us. A large argument arose as they stood in a circle and suddenly Stevo and I burst out and started firing at them Speedy picking them off with shots to the mind and head generally while I mowed them down with their own bullets. Almost as quickly as it had started it was all over. All were dead or unconscious except one or two. Porky the notorious killer was the object of our discussion so Speedy shot him 7 times with his small bore gun in each eye so he would never kill again. But once again I prevailed over Speedy Stevo not to kill Porky. There was Tom. And Matt, and 2 Bills and The King, and several others. Then we fled down the corridor and made our way to the far end of the building going up to the back door . It was light early morning and there were only 2 policemen who never noticed us and a chips stand so we sauntered out bought some chips and went quickly in the shadows of the buildings to a main street where we hailed a cab and hired him to take us to the airport which he promptly did. Taking a flight back to Toronto and having eaten and freshened up we both went back to my place totally exhausted and slept 10 hours. So much detail of the Atlanta shootouts has been lost to my memory and Speedo my best friend for 2 years or so is now dead the victim of a vengeance killing by an idiot in a van running him over while on his bicycle quite some time after the Atlanta affair was history. It was not carried much in the Toronto papers. Date: 2006 place Toronto ON Canada Stevo, not to be confused with Speedy Stevo, was at my apartment on Colonel Failure Blvd. to protect me from attack by men of the enclosures of The East Toronto Drug Cartel and the huge organization on the earth at that time known simply as "The Cartel". Stevo, later to be known as Omega because of his Love for the Roman Catholic Church especially Mary The Mother of God. And he was head shooter in school at the Cartel at the very early age of 15 years of age. He was coming to protect me from being murdered because I saved his life once and I taught him a lot of Theology and encouraged him very much in his faith and knowledge of God, Father Son and Holy Spirit. At the Last time I spoke to him by phone he was in a divided nation about as far as he could be from Canada and was going to university at theology school to study to be a priest. I taught him a great deal about Jesus Christ and he always was persecuted by the Cartel who basicly kept him hostage. We heard via the airwaves that we were due to be attacked in MY home soon. It was late evening the sky was black and the Lights from the street lights and cars pierced the night air with a glorious tapestry of Light and darkness. Almost at once we were assaulted at my front door through which came two people lookalikes of the king and Enrico. But the Enrico like one was with a fox like face, was over 6 feet tall and had a big stomach like a kangeroo and later there were several more. The small one was like king and was designed to be confused as being the king and was called king I. Both were armed and entered easily seeming to have a key. Both of them went down in a hail of fire from their own weapons and Omega although we didn't try to kill them and they were both unconscious. We propped the foxy one up against the desk and tried to tie the kingI to a chair with rope. He had been shooting and killing people for several weeks and was very dangerous. Stevo and I were worried because he was basicly insane and he had to be stopped. I was appalled but Stevo shot him several times in the eyes with a very small bore pistol to blind him. The tragedy, the cruelty, the anxiety the gnawing fear and the sense that all had been lost. The foxy one came to and suddenly made a run for the balcony and Stevo ran after him into the darkness and they engaged and strove mightily and with one herculian effort Stevo pushed him off the balcony to the concrete 5 floors below. He must have died instantly. We could see him lying on the concrete with no signs of life. A time of great GRIEF AND FEAR AND FOR OURSELVES A TIME OF HUGE REGRET AND we had not started it but we must carry the memory of it even though we were acting totally in self defense as was our first and completely over riding rule. Someone later took the body away. I phoned the king to come and get his man and look after him. However He went to hospital in a taxi. Later I heard he was begging food and shelter door to door from his friends but he was rejected and despised and they refused him. The East Toronto Drug Cartel killed him because he was so crippled and weak. I never felt quite so bad as I did then and the organization also murdered lookalikes to the king , king 2, 4 and 6 if I am not mistaken, for being weak and unable to do their chores or fight. Porky and Bill MURDERED THEM. The law of the jungle. No winners only losers and the fear terrifying us of the judgement of God-Father Son and Holy . Spirit. Death, Judgement, Heaven or Hell. Stevo sneaked back to his barracks and I fell into a fitfull fearful sleep. I was always feeling guilty but my priest said I had not sinned because I was insane and had neither full knowledge or full consent and although it was grave matter I always only counterattacked defensively. But these stories and they are as true as I can remember are not to be ignored. I was trapped in a trap and couldn't get out -- no money, no place to hide, shame and courage bundled into a hope that it would sometime all be over and I would be forgiven by Jesus each time I confessed my sins and that it would not lead to an early death and the whole loss of absolutely everything. We were also trying to deal with the cartel cops and The Police dep't of Toronto who for some reason unbetold to us were called "THE WESTMINSTER POLICE". STANDOFFS WITH PORKY AND KING. Dear fellow sufferers and martyrs for a no good cause. May Jesus Christ be with you eternally. The anti-christ throughout history in many people in this case before conversion, in King And Porky were on their motorcycles driving south on the Don Valley Parkway to assault me in my home in my Apartment on Colonel Failure Blvd. and it all was very nervewracking but we had a relationship socially and I felt quite even happy because I knew what I was dealing with. I had been told of their Death Squad intentions to kill me dead. I turned out the Lights except for the front door light inside and settled down to wait. Sure enough there was soon a jingle of chains outside the front door cos Porky always wanted to be feared and to be a big man which he was not because in most ways he was emotionally like a small boy. He thought he was a big man because he had killed over 20 people he or his men. now he was taking his luck at killing me. He never could get over that he had tried to kill me 7 times after I went to the police about him. He was the worst blind cruel and often merciless murderer I ever heard of and disgusting and filthy with sin. They knew the trick to open the lobby door downstairs and they bragged they had a masterkey to open my front door to my apartment. In they both came out of sight til Porky jumped across the hallway to the kitchen on the otherside. King stayed hidden on the other side of the hall leading to me behind the wall facing Porky. They had multiple guns and cartridge clips. I was alone although I have faced them at other times with Speedy Stevo and Stevo Omega. This state of affairs occurred at least 5 times in 5 years. I never had a gun but they were armed to the teeth me not being a gangster but a civillian who got trapped by my friend and clan member. shooting but praying. I waited and heard them whispering to each other. They were pretty stupid and and idiots and idiots is their best description and they seemed in a pretty good mood. I prayed desperately my best prayer to the persons of the Most Holy Trinity, Father Son and Holy Spirit that their guns and cartridge clips would all fire involuntarily bullet after bullet . Natch they facing each other they mowed each other -- the holsters kicked up and the bullets rickocheted all over the place leaving them quite laid to waste inside the door. In 30 seconds it was all over I called Tony the policeman by telepathy to come and HELP ME! He arrived quickly and set about cleaning and binding their wounds.. The two gang members called a cab and went home.. The place was totally defendable .Porky had the brain of a child and King was the King of Candy Land. Enrico is mentally ill and will be lucky to survive the hail of bullets from his upstairs boss and there own death squad from what they call the organization of outlaws vs inlaws AND EVERY ONE SEEMS TO BE VERSUS ME!!! I seem always to disturb them and their plans are by telling them what their sins are and what God says about these their many sins which are huge each day cos they are always looking for money and trouble. I tried to change their lack of goodness by preaching what they could do to get to heaven eventually ----- and it would be a real event. Anybody sane would flee this situation so I moved when the chance came.. I moved into a Long term care facility and off the beaten track where I wait for the law to catch hold of the bulk of my mother's estate.. they want my website and its books and I am never letting it fall into their hands so we are STUK. . BUT I HAVE THE LAW ON MY SIDE AND COOLER HEADS SOON PREVAIL AND ROME WASN'T BUILT IN A DAY,. So King is getting weaker and enrico is very insecure and porky wants my book -- my first one and won't ever get it so I am OK for the time being. Bullets are not going to solve this because this website is known around the world and every one knows the real names of the gangs etc and my house is secure and I don't want to hurt the gang members or the people of these pages but justice must prevail and my money goes with me to the church through my mothers will and I am suppossed to receive 2/3 of my mothers estate and I have received only about 3-5 %. Thats the state of my union and God save your nose and blow the queen -- WITH APOLOGIES 




This is the sub story of the girl of the king named Radiance I and Porky and myself and a gun. I was standing in the vines and leaves attached to a trellis several feet above myself and there was a gun on the seat beside her. She picked it up and pointed it at me and pulled the trigger. Nothing happened and so I said why don't you look down the barrol and see what happened to the bullet. I was scared stiff. She looked down the barrel and her hand slipped and she discharged the gun almost in her face. Down she went and Porky came running over and tried to take care of her but I had disappeared not wanting to be involved in the stupid thing cos Porky and her often threatend me with death verbally so I made myself scarce and waited for Porky and his men would come to my place and attack me with guns but they never succeeded and they got shot themselves by me turning their own shots back to them. God appeared to save me but it doesn't work any more. I loved the relationship between that girl and my close clan member . it is only the fact that she is a very gracious lady so I have never taken her to court and overlooked her maybe I shouldn't say it ----airhead but weare all mentally ill in my family clan and perhaps the whole world has gone mad and we should all be begging for forgiveness and I hope never to see her in court so I forgive her for the whole thing. I was often queezy with my psychiatric drugs --80 milligrams of Haldol a day when the CPS says dosages would normally be 10 mg. This girl was a bad girl because she tried to get me charged falsely on at least 3 times on false sexual charges --untrue utterly never happening and I would like to see any one of my church ladies report sexual assault or even involvement when I never get close enough to embrace unless it is some big fat mama bearing down on me and I'm trapped -- women like to ruin you if you are a celibate and demolish your position and ruin you. For God's sake and mine I avoid all sexuality and do it also so I or the lady don't get undone. Twice the police threw her out of the station and the 3rd time the plot just fell apart because the whole thing just suffered a melt down as reality cast its long rays of truthfull light and the whole thing was revealed to be a sham a frame up and it never materialized although there was a lot of graft and corruption in the thing and it all stemmed back to a long running dislike since she took up with a close clan member -- marriage-- and became corrupted herself and so did her daughter and her son in law (no-marriage) and the whole four of them were guilty of adultery, and both of them with incest with their daughter and all practised bisexuality with each other and the mother had rich young men from downtown where she worked for a institution into the house they lived in right in front of her husband -- this was told to me by 2 of the involved people including the woman and Enrico and the king.. She was noted to be taking children that she met on the street for a weekend at a time and just leaving them somewhere and for a long while she attended the church called wikka. She was always said to be not too well but all of them costantly said that they always were not too well and yet they would not consult any doctors because they were smitten with the fear of being caught with their heroin and alcohol addictions. By the way -- I have had 3 glasses of wine since 1982 and no sexual relationship with any other person since taking a vow of chastity due to my sinful state then in 1973 and since then I have never had any sexual relations with anybody especially since 1992 when I took the supreme step of a vow of celibacy. I gave up my right to marriage when I lived in a mixed religious community with priests all around and nuns and the faithfull caused me to try to lead the life of a monk, brother or priest successfully and after my years there I was maybe a few years disciplining myself with the help of Jesus, God and the Holy spirit and I also quit all illegal drugs in 1973 and cigarettes in 1982. My sins are countless but not often against the law and I am fortunate that I have had so many people helping me with my problems since 1962. Family, professionals and friends especially my sainted mother who never left me in time of calamity or sickness and really sacrificed even most of her time and passed away peacefully in 2008, at the age of 96 into her 97th year and was the voice of reason and healing in our family and she was robbed blind by a close person who has not yet been called to justice. King's_nose One day in the early evening at summer twilight to be exact, I was at kings.'s house when suddenly we were made aware of a convoy of throaty cars and motor cycles which roared up behind King's house and with an absolutely deafening gargantuous explosion of exceedingly violent death dealing sound. The King and I new immediately that the long predicted assault by Porky, Bill#1, Bill#2, Tom, Matt and several other ugly Bozos was now a reality--- the grudge match over a fortune of dope and cash. King and Porky were best friends but as usual taking illegal drugs left them constantly at odds and the commandments about stealing coveting and killing were constantantly being transguessed and no amount of preaching or rebuke made any affect on them. I never got money or even wanted the filthy Lucre. It seemed a lovely night for a massacre. Porky true to form stayed back out of sight. King and I dove into the basement and landed up facing the door lying on a pile of Gunny sacks for money. The back door went down with a huge crash and in they stormed . I started my cadence "Shoot em all" "Shoot em all"!!! The bulles instantly poured out of their guns and holsters and clips criss crossing the room with a super fast staccato. King told me to take over as Radiance his wife flew down the stairs and she landed on King's back holding on for dear life. In a matter of 30 seconds we mowed down like ten pins several gunslingers and their friends. As soon as it was started it was over wIth the remaining shooters streaming out from the back door towards the cars and bikes. We saw a complete rout. King rushed upstairs and saw a Little girl transfixed by fear and bewilderment.. Radiance wrapped her arms around her and took her to a room that was open in true womanly style. King rushed to the door and poked his head out from cover and sure as shooting got his nose nicked by the last lonely bullet. There were several men lying on the floor and I don't even know what happened to them. I suspect Toni the Policeman came and took them to the morgue. King and I warmly congratulated each other and Radience very graciously and thankful for herself and the the safety of the little girl. King and I had to rely on the Love of God that day and we both knew that it was almost miraculous, with him not firing a shot and both of us in a clear defensive stance with God causing the absolutely whole thing to go in our favour. We were subject to a really planned premeditated attack and it just showed how Bozos and Co. were so stupid although I don't think they knew I was there and "The Lord is my Shepherd" was written down forever in the written account for God Father Son and Holy Spirit, Lord the Most Holy Trinity and I uploaded the whole thing to God. Enrico and king and the Lime Bath This took place at Leaside Lane at king own home on the Steppes of the Don River. I went there in my portable machine -- my Portal with also my clairvoyance giving me involvement in the interior of king's house. Enrico was there and he was upset from 2 large doses of black stuff "heroin" and Johnny Walker and was pacing the floor of the living room behind king and giving him the works in a loud harrangue. They went to the kitchen and faced each other. Tons of electrical power and tension was in the air causing the two to pause utterly for a demi second. Both men were armed. FLASH--BANG CRASH Fast Enrico winged king in the shoulder but then his terrible mistake. Instead of excersizing his advantage he allowed faster king a millisecond to draw and in a second pump 17 shots point-blank into his staggering body Enrico went down as if pole-axed covered with blood. King said later as his gun jerked higher each shot he hit 11 in the body one or two in the neck and four or five in the face and mind . The accrid pungent smell of burnt powder and unholy sulpher filled the house. King looked appalled at his gun and the immobile corpse and doubted his sight of his eyes and almost collapsed. This was his son in law his brother in the gunslinger clan -- almost his brerfrere on the kitchen floor. His Smoking Gun and 18 casings and the corpse on the floor were witness to his awefull wicked deed and the horror at the lose of one of his closest friends whom he fought beside in the gunslinger great wars.. There was something of the devil in the whole thing and later Wikka marched in and took its place in the big picture like it owned the thing. The bullets he used were 22-1 calibre and were deadly to the receiver, bar none. King nearly shattered returned to the living room. The inevitable scandelously obvious question arose. What should we do with the body. First we collected the 18 casings, and our minds, and flushed the casings down the bog. Before this king said that he was going to put the Enrico's small body in a lime bath at the back of the house and cover it all with a tarp. He dragged Enrico's body feet first out the door and said he covered it and immersed it with lime. He should "disappear in a matter of days. It seems this all caught up with us so we tried to relax with hundreds of thoughts racing through our minds. Suddenly there came a noise at the back and the blood froze in our veins. We saw coming out of the darkness the body of Enrico covered completely with lime and he promptly fell flat on his face. I thought to myself "He must be drunk" it was all too much for us. Our grief and our consciences caught up with us and we increasingly saw it was hopeless so king "called the cops". They had a station a few minutes away and rolled in sirens blaring along with an ambulance and 3 fire trucks roaring and blasting just behind. They came from the plain on a straight road to the hills to the house called "the old homestead on the hill" by the kids SUNBURST & ENRICO IN LOVE. They poured in pistols drawn and the #1 cop said "who's that?" I was invisible as I was using clairvoyance to be far away and still be in the living room as only I can, so they didn't see me even though they filled the room. No one was allowed to touch enrico but suddenly his hand moved. They sprang into action and searched the whole house but the guns had dissappeared down a shaft into a torrent of water so they were REALLY gone. One of the cops was taking notes while they loaded up the big ambulance with Enrico. The Paramedics had him all geared up to get to the hospital and said he had a good chance of staying alive that far. They took him to Toronto Civic hospital where there was also a forensic Lab. They rest of them were without a motive no warrent or a weapon and Enrico was back in several weeks after king gave him a whole lot of his estate and later part of the cost of a new home for king and Radiance to give their daughter SUNBURST and THE APPLE OF ENRICO'S EYES. Enrico with Porky scandalously generous and Radiance her mother kicking in with the rest we all knew that by now SUNBURST AND ENRICO WERE JOINED FOR LIFE AND ENRICO AND KING WERE FOUNDERS FOR LIFE AND PORKY WITH HIS FRIENDS RICARDO AND SMILEY COULD BREATH A LOT EASIER BECAUSE THE "ETDC" WOULD LIVE ON IN THE MINDS OF ALL WHO HEARD THEM OR ABOUT THEM AND KEPT IN THE ANNALS OF HISTORY OF GUNSLINGERS AND THEIR GIRLS ON HOPEFULLY UP TO ETERNITY WITH JESUS AND THE ANGELS AND GOD'S SAINTS AND IF WE DIDN'T FEAR GOD WE MUST HAVE NEVER EXISTED CAUSE WE WERE ALWAYS OFF BASE AND IT WAS ONLY GRACE AND GRACES TO RECEIVE THE GRACES THAT KEPT US GOING. BECAUSE WE ARE A FIRST AND LAST REMOTE AND LOCAL FAMILY VIRTUALLY BELLY-UP AND WE ALL LOVED THE STORIES OF THEIR FEARLESSNESS AND COURAGE AND FIGHTING SKILLS AND GENEROSITY AND THEIR KINDNESS CARE AND COMPASSION WITH OTHERS AND ANIMALS . I TRIED TO STOP THEM AND WAS REGULARLY IN TOUCH WITH THE POLICE BUT THE CARTEL WAS TOO TOUGH AND CONTROLLED THE STREETS ALSO. By the way wheeling and dealing and the deal for their new house goes on today. Its nearly done and won. And then the women came home. Radience was sore minded about me for the whole time I knew her. A tense atmosphere prevailed because she didn't like me being a very poor person and I was a very poor person. She was a middle management guru of the Bay St. banking establishment and her great love initially was for her husband King but it has become obvious that she never loved any one in my/her family except my mothers will and estate when she was not really mentioned near the end of the disintegration of the Defries household. My mother knowing that RADIANCE was wealthy and a gold digger and a money hound. Now she has been clinging to Enrico trying to compete sexually with her daughter Sunburst life with the playboy Enrico about as tall and hansome rich and sexy and famous and a security blanket for her "little self" with her millions even though she was told by Enrico that he would steal and kill every one's money including herself Radience, SUNBURST, King, Porky, and Ricardo killing them all and a bunch of others too before running away from the Toronto drug scene forever. King and Radience have parted for some time as one but he thinks she will reflect on things and return to him. She wanted my share of my Mother's estate even when she was not blood and I was the eldest son . It was the love of money being the root of all evil. All of them including Enrico were constantly squabbling over money and plotting devious disgusting scenarios against each other and the Lord's Faithful. Only King was partially converted to the Christian faith but black pure uncut heroin and booze swept away all the teaching I gave them and Radience was a sick person when she joined the Wikka church so I was reputedly told by King. They were constantly wanting to go to heaven but I would say King is most likely candidate to get there if he sticks with me. The financial stakes were enormous but they never killed a menber of the inner circle. Radience was often trying to get me killed especially by bearing false witness against me to the Police. Several times over 10 years I was told that she was trying to get me charged with rape at the local? police station. I suspect she started slow but as she progressed the police grew more and more skeptical and anyway they threw her out. Keep your eyes and ears open for an old girlfriend I had, named Nancy Dalton who was a snake in the grass if I ever saw one. So none of these false accusations were true. The worst scare I ever had because of radience and that gang was when I was told by Toni the Policeman that the whole basic six of them had bribed the family down the hall from me to concocked a false rigged court case against me and there wasn't a soul involved that wasn't bribing or being bribed and they said they were expecting me to be killed in prison This was some time in the past 10 years and I have never touched a person sexually since 1973 and I completely distrust a sexual relationship of any sort being of any value to me. I remained faithful to the memories of a girl I dated and more for 5 years, from 1964 until 1998 I don't give up easily and I mate once for life. I took a vow of chastity in 1973 and a vow of celibacy in 1992 never transgressed upon by me or to me ever. I never touched a soul sexually since 1973. It was the priests and nuns who taught me celibacy and chastity and it was my relief from any sexual needs. I made a mess of my sexual life until chastity in 1973 and I have been true impecably ever since and men were never a problem. I suffered so greatly over the long months when they were threatening me and lying about it and my nights were sleepless and filled with dread and loathing and no person could I talk to and suddenly Toni with his bribed self was killed in florida with the whole thing collapsing overnight. I claim total payment from the perpetrators for pain and suffering . This gang of which I have never been a member must be shot down and Radience was gang raped by 8 members with her husbands permission while he watched and she apparently didn't mind also she used to walk around the city with children at night and they were just picked up off the street by her and the gang. The parents must have been devastated and I don`t know where the children went. Some say they were murdered. Radience was a member of the wikka church. What happened to those children.!!! The whole main gang remains at large. Robert Lind Defries The War against The Cartel. Soldiers coming up onto my 5th floor balcony on ropes, rope ladders etc -very difficult Ordinance All used by me (2003-2010) against Cartel soldiers attacking me--bombing me was Enrico but mine were tailer made on the spot by God and were in the air like a blanket any size and any where and pinpoint accuracy I just prayed for them and there they were. I at various times used AK47, Ousie, M15, grenade launchers, grenades, Bazookas, rockets, rocket launchers, flameflowers, mortars, bombs mines some of Enricos bombs against them --he was employed by The Cartel as were my whole family and their friends and organization. on the troops inside and outside -- Toni the Policeman said my building was usually attacked by 5,000 men over 6 hours -5 times in 7 days The last one without Stevo and on the 5th one I lost my nerve and waved a broom handle with some white cloth and immediately they stopped and withdrew. No sleep meds shot to pieces- maybe a practice--pretty crude and unfair. I kept the balcony clear of bombs and soldiers by MindPower over matter by throwing them off the bacony with the Power of Jesus and the Lord The Holy Spirit and Stevo gave me #s and locations and some kind of advice using his "black box" He was fighting against his own cartel and he did it because he felt sorry for me but for 2 wars he didn't shoot he directed me and then via telepathy he Omega was unable to come on the last night of fighting. They used to come to my door front and try to melt down my lock using burning magnesium sticks. No luck. I used to slaughter them 1 after another. I think they were just military excercises. I suffered a lot and nobody came to see me but Toni told me he would get me a Red Badge of Courage. He nedver did -- he was murdered in Florida soon after. The whole thing was like a hell on earth and so exhausting because I couldn't sleep in case they came back. But they did respect my white flag and when I got my GP to get me a catscan there were no metal fragments and they never breached my apartment, unlikely perhaps but that was the way it was and the Lord Jesus kept me safe. After the war it took me about a year to emerge from my shell having Post Traumatic Stress but no one ever treated me for it -- The psychatrist said I was better than Steven Potter and my therapist said it was better than Night Heat a hot GOOD VS evil TV show. They wouldn't put me in hospital. I thought that was poor judgement Some people say I was like the hero in the movie "A Beautifull mind" I have never seen it but they say he and I were very similar in our illnesses. I am schizophrenic.. Off to Bed. St. Mildread of Cough: St. Alphonsis, submarine, Toni the Policeman, were arranging the division of Enrico's Legacy after he apparently died in the local downtown hospital St. Ives de la Volcanos. His estate of over 100,000,000$ was being divided among the three of them for sub - division to the many in the fullness of time. but to confound their pilliging Enrico suddenly was alive afterall and the three of them had to return the booty to him poste haste. They had to cease cashing in Stocks and bonds US and Offshore tax havens and surely European Stock markets too. They said they were very reluctant to give the money back but they did so grudgingly. Two facts remain unexplained. First Toni the Policeman was an undercover detective although he wore at all times a mask, a double or triple or 4 way or really 5 "agent getting money from the police who were almost becoming into power forcibly against the Westminster police, and the Cartel The players at the drug game, your author "The Dupe", and the payment of millions of dollars as assisstant defence attorney for bringing to justice 450 death squad members, dealers, murderers, gangsters and every sort of rat and low-life from the underworld. Toni was bi-sexual and had a relationship with Big Ed chief of instructers of the shooters and he killed himself after being rejected by Toni. Toni went to see his aged mother who was passing away in a nursing home north of Sarnia and he shortly fell totally in love with the chief defense lawyer Merissa Headleyh who was his boss and he owned a supercharged full hemi head 1968 Dodge Charger which he drove on and off duty. After the trials he got his release from the police force and went to Florida where he was shortly murdured by an assasin from Canada who followed his trail down and killed him dead as a grudge from the cartel or the mob. He was bribed by almost everyone and kept the clan and associates out of jail. The vehicle called the Portal was along tube big enough for 1 man his gear and his dog the could fly like a plane well off the ground for up to 500 miles at a time. It had a fortified nose with a reinforced glass door and window in one, controls at the front, maybe it was ahead of its time or maybe it never existed. A time passed and the whole East Toronto Drug Cartel including Enrico went east from Queen and Yonge and the posh downtown hotel called "The Inn and Out City Central Hotel" off and on. Back to the main plot. The E.T.D.C. went to the Scarboro bluffs And Toni went to catch up with them in his very big car. After a few minutes I realized that they were going to kill Toni. So I got in my portal and went cross country watching their progress by clairvoyance. I decided to ask God the Most Holy Trinity to give me 3 bombs to blow up the ETDC members. Suddenly the air got dense and there were three banks of clouds crossing in front of the moon went over the fields by the bluffs and they blew up the whole bunch uf them. I jumped to go where Toni was and he was trapped underneath an 8x8" beam and ground debris bald--headed and with his mask and helmit gone and showing his misfigured face. Suddenly Emrico loomed out of the darkness with an AK47 or UZI POISED TO ANNIHILATE poor Toni so helpless . I grabbed a gun that someone had for me and launched a volley of maybe 17 shots inti his belly and chest and then a second burst into the same area of probably 18 shots . down he went . He said later he had on heavy body armor. cars were coming along the grassy fields with police, ambulances, fire trucks and the press. Enrico didn't die that night and he remains today the the male throb idol of the women's world with two wives divorced withe a concubine 3 children and his pockets pouring out money to keep them alive and now he has settled down with SUNBURST AS HIS MATE HIS CHOICE. Now it is all fair with them. porky and king and and some friends are close while enrico has absconded for the moment at least with carwomen and SUNBURST and some property worth 700,000$ is coming back to king. So all is fair in love and war and friendship it seems and the cycle goes on and on and the whole decrepid bunch of them were in and out of bedroons almost daily. You name it adultery and breaking of family boundaries was totally the rule and not the exception. At this time not a real man among them and the women frankly fancied each other being close for years and dope, alcohol and sex and guns etc were each ones choice and favorite day to day. Wow! What a little Peyton Place it was. Some of them.......................well their equipment doesn't work so they are maybe choosing sainthood instead of sin. The Demise of the Cartel. The headman of "the Cartel" was coveting my first book because he wanted to claim it as the story of his life and he thought it was like his life and made him look holy. This book was called "The Experience of the Divine Light and Energies -- The Spiritual Journal of Robert Lind Defries" and was edited extensively and renamed "A Book of Christian Mysticism" John Ford was in the inner circle of Power of the Cartel in Toronto. He commited suicide because he was old at 66 and they kill their men as they get older. Also John Ford couldn't get my book from me ---the "Rights" ==the book was free on the internet. He was an alcoholic and drug addict as were almost all leaders of the Cartel because one of the main streams of destruction that Lubricated the Cartel was dope and booze. He lived and worked in a large condominium near Lake Ontario in Toronto. The president wanted him to get the book rewritten substituting the idiot presidents name throughout in place of mine and to write a movie about it. I had a covenant with Jesus, Father, Son, and Holy Spirit not to divest my writing from myself until after my passing . The Pres came from his PALACE in the US to personally to get the copyright from me by force. He was spiritual head of the Cartel and god to mostly all the cartel members so prevelant throughout society especially placed to desEnrico the Christian God's Kingdom. I refused utterly to sell it to him so the two practically naked body guards on each side of him raised their ceremonial muskets and prepared to dispach me to to meet my Maker -- The most Holy Trinity. Having no time I suddenly lunged forward and grasping the left body guards musket back and giving the barrel a quick and powerful twist so it pointed at his face at the horrible face and it discharged blowing up his head. Immediately three very large male hooded cobras issued from his shatered skull and threw themselves on the floor heading for me. I said "Feet don't stop or stumble now and I ran through a maze of rooms and halls and burst out into the hot summer sun in the street. As the war progressed I was forced to use much heavier ordinance to kill the so called "brains" that ran the Cartel which firstly consisted of 5 large glass tanks 6 feet by 5 feet by 6 feet filled with a yellow tint and taint of liquid. In the tanks were 5 ameboid jellyfish slimy looking creatures serving as the "Oracles" to direct the President and the organization around the world. WE had equipment like flame throwers (illegal), bazookas, grenades and grenade launchers, rockets and rocket launchers, short range missiles and the whole world was wrapped up completely with elected governments fighting the cartel once superpowerful and secret, now a small spectre of their former selves. The weakness was in that there were still enough Christians to fight the false religions and troops of the followers of false religion. When the first round of ordinance blew up the area all 5 tanks shattered leaving the amorphous creatures dying on the ground where they quickly began to dehydrate and decay in the summer sun. It was wonderful glorious time because we had struck then a crippling blow to their credibility. what we didn't know was that there was a factory where they had 275 new "brains" ready to be trans ported to points around the world in several different forms. However the news spread and one of the few fighter jet/bombers in our possession demolished this factory utterly. The creatures were from the sea and while they were curious to see they had no intelligence or computer abilities ever--at all. Zero. Allied forces on the side of The Most Holy Trinity and rooted in The Person of the Immortal Godman in Heaven walking all the way with the great men and women involved in defeating the satan bound foe. Allied forces on the side of Right Reason under God, Goodness, Peace, Justice and Mercy, LOVE, honesty, truthfulness and Harmony. The Cartel was was largely dependant on graft, bribery, buying people and souls into slavery giving anyone killer drugs and keeping them in bondage to them. Addiction, death complete corruption, a monstrocity of deceipt, lies, and calling everything good--bad. and everything bad-- good. The young people in particular were the worst hit having no foundation of faith and being fed by the forces of those anti--Christs. I asked the chappy at Allied Supreme HQ if I could try out some miracles from God that He had given to me. As usual widespread skepticism and disbelief. I was planning to have all the cartel people plus any of the turncoats that were in existence around the world. I would do nothing except say a long and detailed prayer to annihilate ALL SATAN WORSHIPPERS BEYOND A CERTAIN POINT into extinction. Toni the policeman latest version assigned to me and I went to my appartment but he was very edgy about my suggestion. Finally he gave in . I prepared to petition God and said my long and detailed prayer and immediately there was a darkening of the skies every where -- around the world it seems --and suddenly there was a great roar and great flashes of Light and God the Most Holy Trinity worked a Work such as has not been seen since the flood and people were lying everywhere took back His dead. The totals of dead kept rolling in on Toni's black communications gizmo and the numbers rose steadily from around the world and suddenly I realized it. The God of Abraham, Isaac and Jacob in His unity with our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ and the Lord the Holy Spirit had cleansed the whole earth and created a new society free from those sins. We all were and will always be moving in and out of sin but we were a new people. The dragon was slain - the extremely evil Cartel was nowhere to be seen and the long reign of sin had ended and Jesus Christ was on the throne in the minds and men and women and children finally and they were filling with hope and fulfilment. The number of dead rose to over 1,500,000,000. God the Most Holy Trinity has done an infinite number of miracles but nothing on such a scale of this and many Jewish people survived too. We were being renewed like the earth. The remainder were ecstatic and were yelling crying and screaming and dancing and embracing each other and kissing each other in an outpouring of emotion all over the world and it was the exuberance of 6,000,000,000 people from every country on earth being liberated. The enemy had cut so deep into God's world. The death of Enrico, This is Tuesday Sept/21/2010 Much water has passed over the cliffs around the world and no-one knows what has happened to the 7 members of the Cartel populating the previous pages and this report. News: The death of Enrico. To look over the past year Sunburst and Enrico seperated and Sunburst and Radience have lost their way staying with Enrico while he has been justly rejected by King and Porky. Enrico was a ladies man working on his 4th wife at this age only 29 years old. All members have refused to return the money owed to me the intended and willed 2/3 of my mother's estate---really the whole estate should have been returned to me + earnings because the other 1/3 has been spent with earnings by my brother the Power of Attorny to his family and friends in his gang illegally. Last night Enrico and 5 of his friends did a home invasion of King's family home while King and I talked by telepathy me in my long term care center and he upstairs in his home. The gang with Enrico were in the basement ransacking kings property so I told King to shut down the hydro in the whole house and so shut down all the lights. Pandimonium...........................................! I said to king to bring Enrico upstairs. So Enrico climbed the stairs with another man and made a lot of noise all this in the almost totally darkness like blindness mostly. Enrico was threatening us with death verbally and so I replyed to his attack with my Cadence of words to kill him before he did us. We were defending ourselves in King's house under attack or seige. So I got Enrico's guns to shoot off very fast and his cartridges of ammo at the same time and the room was alive with bullets and some hit Enrico in the throat nose the eyebrow and mind. Down he went with arms and legs flailing. He stayed there till the bullets stopped flying. King went to see what was the damage. He said well he is still alive so King put a dumdum bullet in his gun and shot him sideways from the left side to the right side of his head and he said that suddenly the life went out of his face and he completely relaxed. King said he is dead!!! Silence reigned for 2 minutes. He who lives by the sword will die by the sword--the words of Jesus the Christ. We were dumfounded-- he was an international sensation as a teenager in movies and plays in europe and abroad in North America. He was working on his fourth wife and had 3 children. He was so handsome and athletic looking like a perfect looking fullback or running back. He was killed with the same gun he had killed so many people with in the past 10 years often with his pal Porky. The just retribution was complete. He was a bi-sexual bundle of tricks with little ability to have sex. Women swooned over him and so it turned out did many men of his ilk. We never got along with each other Radience and Sunburst were in Kings room down the hall terrified. King pulled himself together and pulled the corpse downstairs and out in the back yard where he dug a 3 foot deep grave for Enrico. His long flaming shot over the horizons of time had been completed. words of Jesus. It is appointed by God that you have one life and then the Judgement. King called Porky on the phone that can`t be read or heard by the authorities. He called at about 12:00AM but yPorky didn`t arrive untill 1:30 AM. Porky, Richard Gooderham, Shirley and thier bodyguard buried him in a secret grave near some water after 3:00AM. They joined with Sunburst, King and Radience for a funeral service on the grave side.ts over time and space. It appears that a day later he was moved to a wooden shaft leading over a maestrom of water under the house 7 Sinsingly Blvd in eglinton with timders piled on top. I Robert Lind Defries am quite relieved by his passing because Enrico constantly harassed and intimidated me daily threatening me with death and we had many dozen mental battles which nearly killed me but I defeated him outright on the last nine fights physically and mentally. He was a loose cannon and his cannon was his gun. He never hurt me physically but he often ruined me mentally. He always was trying to kill me. He King and Porky all wanted to steal my book and replace me with themselves as the writer. Enrico was caught in the act and went to jail on a Grand Larceny Charge but he broke out of jail after 3 months. He returned to Toronto and went into retirement for 2 years in the house of his Father in Law King. He had his mother in law and her daughter as his bed parteners right in the face of his Host King brazenly and blatently for many months and they succumed and a worse situation for a man can not be concieved of. But King was filled with courage and his hope for many years her with his blasphemous family dancing into the street of the worst devil I have ever seen with alcohol and heroin plus total infidelity on every side and Enrico said hundreds of times that he would kill all persons of The Most Holy Trinity all his family parents the whole Defries clan all his partners in the drug trade several lawnyers and many other people . He publicly swore he would steal all the money`s from his friends King, Radiance, Porky, Sunburst, Ricardo, and the hired man as well as myself and the the innocent my Mother. He said he would kill all of them. He victimized and intimidated and threatened and blackmailed King who is a little guy not able to defend himself against so almost totally evil a bad Spirit and protect his family from this malmade killer of bodies and souls by sheer unmitigated horror of totally malignant evil. I never gave up on King my closest clan Member and Brerfrere and hopefully eternally greatest celestial traveler. I always believed there was time to get Me and him and his family to heaven. As it appears there is room for Radiance, Sunburst and King to reform their old wonderful family of their youth again and follow their true easy path to heaven. No more drama no more sin just their endless tireless love for each other. Just the rules we were taught as children from our mum dad and brothers and sisters in their sinlessness. God loves you totally to now and eternally to make you `Partakers of the Divine Nature`` to be a child like him in heaven. The eulogy in this passage is to show the utter destruction of a malignant person on the whole of our earthly life and the unnecessary fall into eternal suffering when if you have even the slight hope of heaven then it can be yours, When the night has been too lonely And the road has been too Long And you think that love is only for the lucky and the strong just remember in the winter far beneath the billowed snow lies a Seed that in the springtime will grow to be the Rose (like Ros) Return to your roots, each other and find overwhelming love when your family unites in a common goal ----------------------------------------------------Heaven FREE Robert Lind Defries The War Against the Cartel: From "A Book of Christian Mysticism" killer Enrico Demon gunslinger wildest man since jesse. I am God's man - he is from the devil - A Book of Christian Mysticism"> He thought he was a big man because he had killed over 20 people he Porky King or their men. now he ..... Robert Lind Defries Reporting The War against The Cartel. ..... I Robert Lind Defries am quite relieved by his passing because Enrico constantly ... totally evil a bad Spirit and protect his family from this malmade killer of bodies and souls... his real name is Enrico  and he is a serial killer and psychopath. He is son in law ? to King and Radience and lover to SUNBURST KING AND RADIANCE HETERO/HOMO/LESBOS MUSICAL BEDS 3 TIMES MARRIED AT 28 YEARS OLD. www.rldefries.com/newstuff.htm - Cached Free GANGS, GUNSLINGERS, DEATH SQUADS on the web site of "A Book ... He thought he was a big man because he had killed over 20 people AT THE MOST CONSERVATIVE COUNT he or his .... My sins are less but not often against the law and I am fortunate that I have ... He dragged Enrico's body feet first out the door and said he covered it and immersed it with lime. ..... Robert Lind Defries The War agaist The Cartel. ... www.rldefries.com/zutu.htm - Cached rldefries.com 21 Jun 2006 ... "A Book of Christian Mysticism" Robert Lind Defries .... Rolf is sometimes known as a bon vivant, a man about town and a teller of ..... .... I am not playing tic-tac-toe with the devil. He wants to desEnrico me, because I belong to Jesus Christ. ... www.rldefries.com/ - Cached - SimilarFree Textual Excerpts III from "A Book of Christian Mysticism " by ... Collapse of a killer Highway bridge into a riverbed, Vision of Heaven, .... There is a man in there and I think He's dead," I pleaded. .... could mean that I (am) MELANCHOLIC ABOUT THE NEGATIVITY--influences on me against my will! ..... They kill men in war and at home, women, even children and they are the great ... www.rldefries.com/webdo129.htm - We tested this site and didn't find any significant problems. FREE Robert Lind Defries reporter The War against the Cartel Toronto< planet SUNBURST & ENRICO DEATH OF ENRICO??? RISES AGAIN HOW??? ROBERT AND ENRICO FIGHT -- ROBERT WINS 10\16 LETHAL ENCOUNTERS ALMOST TO DEATH 5TH COLUMN "KING" --JUDAS COWARD. Enrico Wildest Gunslinger since Jesse James 29 years old now 10/12/10 many say he is not human but a creature from hell - death to life 2 times in 4 days- can't Kill him. It appears that he is a demon. Blow his head to smithereens -little pieces- he is whole in two days -has my once happy family turned sub human like himself. I am the only one left to stand against him and king and Porky and the animal depraved Gang. No look-alikes! rldefries.com/newstuff.htm robert lind defries reporter on Gangs Gunslingers Enrico  his Movies football gunslinger shooter bomber for Cartel lost-13/13 to me but his early and later ones were wins-won 24/17 against his arch enemy Robert Lind Defries His #1 of people he plans to murder -- I don't treat him to well because he always brings violence to me.  has been found to have NO VITAL SIGNS OF LIFE AFTER 5 OF THESE FIGHTS -- HE HAS LOST HIS TOUCH HE IS PRACTICALLY UNDONE FOR THE LAST TIME. HE SEEMS SUPERNATURAL WHEN HE GETS TORN TO PIECES AFTER HE ATTACKS ME BUT IT IS ALL OVER IN A MILLISECOND HE ADVANCES ON ME BUT I AM FAST AND HE SEEMS SLOW AND HE FALLS APART AND I HAVE BEEN PUTTING UP WITH THIS FROM TIME TO TIME FOR AT LEAST 7 YEARS. HE IS A SILLY LITTLE TWIT. WHEN EVER SOMETHING GOES WRONG HE GOES FOR HIS GUN AND HE IS STUPID BECAUSE FOR MOST OF THE TIME HE LOOSES CONTROL OVER THE THING AND OTHERS HELP ME OR I REPLY WITH HIS OWN STUPID GUN CRUSHING HIM OFTEN TO DEATH. I HAVE NEVER BEEN AWARE OF EVEN TOUCHING A HANDGUN. IT IS MIND OVER MATTER AND THE LOVE OF JESUS CHRIST FATHER SON AND HOLY SPIRIT. I HAVE BEEN DOWN BUT NEVER DESEnricoED AS YOU CAN SEE IN MY WRITING. Free GANGS, GUNSLINGERS, DEATH SQUADS on the web site of "A Book of Christian Mysticism" by Myself Robert Lind Defries...We could see him lying on the concrete with no signs of life. called Enrico in my books. Only one Enrico the rest are not even a bit like him. (EnricoS DOUBLE) ...... his real name is Enrico  and he is a serial killer and psychopath. ... AT 28 YEARS OLD. He has been working on his 4th marriage this time it is Sunburst --bird in a guilded cage. He has destroyeded all the trust in the clan family and tried to kill or threatened to kill over 30 people INCLUDING THE WHOLE TRINITY AND ALL MEMBERS OF HIS FAMILY AND MINE PERSON BY PERSON NAME BY NAME and has taken part in the murder of at least 13 young people along with many older people IN CANADA AND THE US.-- has broken out of jail with 6 years in jail served only 3 months on the charge of Grand Larceny. www.rldefries.com/newstuff.htm - Cached Free GANGS, GUNSLINGERS, ... FREE Robert Lind Defries reporter The War against the Cartel Toronto< planet ... www.rldefries.com/zutu.htm - Cached►reporter robert Lind defries death- squad- zero.web gunslingers King and Enrico a loose cannon and his cannon was his gun Enrico--supernatural hasn't been annialated yet but is clinically dead on 5 seperate incidents the throaty motorcycles, the burbling cars the blat, blat blat of the hog-engines d.-squad moving out no mercy on the poor unsuspecting innocents. Cowards ALL. "To protect the guilty and the innocent while implying neither". IN THE PAST 9 YEARS THE FAMILY CAME TO VISIT ME IN THE HOURS OF 2 TO 3 AM BRINGING IN A SMALL CHILD . I ASKED WHERE THE CHILD CAME FROM THEY SAID THEY PICKED IT UP FROM THE STREET. I WAS APPALLED. Radiance SAID IT WAS HERS BUT EACH TIME IT WAS A DIFFERENT ONE. I COULDN'T STOP WONDERING BUT IN THE PAST YEAR SEVERAL OF THEM HAVE SAID THEY WERE GOING TO WICCA THE WITCHES SECT AND Enrico AND Porky HAVE SAID THAT THE CHILDREN WERE FOR RITUAL HUMAN SACRIFICES. THEIR ALL FOUR IF THEM WERE TAKING PART ESPECIALLY Radiance BUT WHEN I PROBE NO ONE ADMITS TO ANYTHING AND THEY ALL THREATEN ME TO DEATH AND HUGE SUFFERING AT THEIR HANDS. Porky HAD 9 YOUNG MEN SELECTED AND DRESSED WELL TO LOOK LIKE Porky AND THEY ALL DIED AT THE HANDS OF Porky king AND Radiance WAS A VERY PROMINANT PERSON GETTING THE VICTIMS READY FOR DEATH. IT IS SAID THAT THEY WERE BURIED IN SHALLOW GRAVES NORTH OF TORONTO BUT ALSO IN Porky COPEMANS BACK YARD WHERE THEY ALSO BURIED A LOT OF BAGS FULL OF MONEY THEY GOT FOR THEIR ILLEGAL DRUGS. DON'T ASK ME WHY THEY WERE AT MY HOUSE BUT THEY TOOK THEIR BLACK STUFF AND QUICKLY ALL FELL ASLEEP. THEN AT DAYBREAK THEY ALL WOKE UP AND LEFT ME WITH ME EXHAUSTED AND OUT OF MEDICATION SO I COULD NOT SLEEP AND I HAD TO SCREAM AT THEM FULL VOLUME TO GET THEM TO LEAVE. THEY SAY Enrico WAS IN JAIL FOR TRYING TO PEDDLE MY BOOK TO PUBLISHING COMPANIES WITHOUT ANY OF MY KNOWLEDGE. I STILL HAVE NOT HAD IT PUBLISHED EXCEPT BY MYSELF AND MY FIRST BOOK VERY SMALL SCALE 127 AND THEN I WAS UNAWARE EVEN NOW WHAT REALLY HAPPENED. BUT I SAW THE 5 YOUNG GIRLS MOSTLY BLACK WHO WERE PROOF READING IT AND THE 3 EDITORS ALL HIRED BY Enrico. I STILL TO THIS DAY HAVE NOT LEARNED MUCH MORE WHAT HAPPENED ALTHOUGH I WAS ABLE TO SEE THEM IN A LINE WITH Radiance GIVING THEM SOMETHING AS A PARTING GIFT AND THEY LEFT BUT king SAYS THEY WERE MURDERED BY HIMSELF SENDING WITH HIS WIFE BEING THERE SENDING THEM OUT WITH Enrico AND Porky AND NO-ONE HAS SEEN OR HEARD FROM THEM SINCE AND THEIR HOME ADDRESSES AND MOTHERS AND FATHERS ADDRESSES OR TELEPHONE HAVE NO RECORD EITHER. SO THEY WERE FINISHED AND ACKNOWLEDGED TO BE DEAD.From Robert Lind Defries reporter on the Toronto drug cartel  and drawn from Zutu.htm from "A Book of Christian Mysticism" 

 Where is the law?  I went to the chief of police office and left a large dossier on the situation  also  AA division  two dossiers on two trips  and talked to a very nice policeman and his "partner a young lady  for a fair length of time but nothing was done now my calls are unanswered and he left me his lucky coin from his country and I really wish he would call on me again.

until  maybe  middle 2011 untill these were culled from old files
Enrico toronto gunslinger fatal illness kicked out of the King family like an anti-christ sort of scaly sort of creature. He was incapable of normal sex and lost most of his women because of that and his narcissistic personality. He had undescended testicles and no other real equipment and his first and second wife and common law wife and 2nd common law wife had 2--3 children ??? and he put them on welfare and now they are all dead according to Enrico's testimony to my self and others.. He freely admits it.!!! 

robert lind defries reporter on Gangs Gunslingers about Enrico, his Movies football gunslinger shooter bomber for Cartel lost-13--13 to me in warfare but his early and later ones were wins-won 24--17 against me --his arch enemy Robert Lind Defries His #1 of people he plans to murder -- I don't treat him to well because he always brings violence to me. Enrico has been found to have NO VITAL SIGNS OF LIFE AFTER 5 OF THESE FIGHTS -- HE HAS LOST HIS TOUCH HE IS PRACTICALLY UNDONE FOR THE LAST TIME 

Decline of the toronto drug cartel wounded, broken but killing babies the sordid story including approximately 25 babies regularly as ritual sacrifices by the occult "church". Enrico told me today that he has $700,000,000. X times 7 net worth all told at this time King-and-Enrico have both told me seperately that they were active in bringing children to their death, killing them and this is hard to take so brace yourself---washing their little bodies and I can't say it -- it is too hard to say sending them to be an offering to satan over a fire. My family often called on me on weekends at 1:00 AM and had a kid 



 Dead--Enrico fraud con artist mass murderer totally blind Can't stand up, criminal mind ruined in battle some psychic illness gunslinger Enrico died in a huge missile bomb explosion on June 11 2011 may ressurect himself wait pray Enrico sacrificing eating babies ritual sacrifices beaten up 16 times by Robert Lind Defries till very weak kept coming back for more . 

Enrico has been found to have NO VITAL SIGNS OF LIFE AFTER 5 OF THESE FIGHTS -- HE HAS LOST HIS TOUCH HE IS PRACTICALLY UNDONE FOR THE LAST TIME. HE SEEMS SUPERNATURAL WHEN HE GETS TORN TO PIECES AFTER HE ATTACKS ME BUT IT IS ALL OVER IN A MILLISECOND HE ADVANCES ON ME BUT I AM FAST AND HE SEEMS SLOW AND HE FALLS APART AND I HAVE BEEN PUTTING UP WITH THIS FROM TIME TO TIME FOR AT LEAST 7 YEARS. HE IS A SILLY LITTLE TWIT. WHEN EVER SOMETHING GOES 

Enrico was caught in a construction hole--cave in cement in the downtown core I was there hiding from the law and his traitor/friend King and it is of such questions as these that it may have been the real him, or King look-alikes--  Apparently he died by King's gun in there but later when King told me to follow him to a gay club {not my cup of tea!}to find Enrico we found his foxy face double-man and he was about to attack us and somebody dropped a grenade -- live and we ran away but not before we had seen Enrico in the flesh describing his "Glorious exploits and he was very proud and vain and stupid to be showing his hand at that time.  He never seemed to be all there or normal any time I saw him and King said the same.

He escaped but was a physical shell of a man and was suffering from a huge defcit in skills and mentally a ruin.  He was hiding in his parents old house somewhere near The Kingsway and Lakeshore Blvd. in Toronto.

King and Enrico both told the following me during this time of living on the street with guns and they were former lovers that King said he had killed his wife with a drug overdose later described by him as a lethal injection.  Troy said that he killed Sunburst smothering her with a pillow.  But later they changed the story and said they killed them with a bullet(s) to the brain.

Their resting place is unclear but there are several leads.  Their bodies have not been found -typical gangland killing.
Another story is that they were staying with friends in Port Hope Ontario.


About Porky  I saw the death of Porky-- he was lying in his bed in failing health for a long time and the room was large and dark and there was a little lamp by his head on.  I was hidden in shadow and behind a large curtain -- first King rushed in and put a gun to Porky's unconcious head and fired a single shot and he rushed off: a couple of minutes later in rushed Enrico and emptied his gun into Porky's Head and rushed off.  

Later wth clairvoyance I was with King on a wharf on the edge of a lake and looking down I could see the face of Porky and his body under 2 feet of crystal clear water.  There was a boathouse and a small boat. 
To update Porky and his activities before his death it went like this.  Apparently the story goes some time maybe 2 weeks before his own death Porky killed his lover Richard Gooderham and Shirley his wife and one of his bodyguards but details are sketchy.

So the order goes a bit like this -- everyone of the leaders of the Toronto Drug Cartel including women -- also a part of the (Toronto) drug cartel-- are dead except Enrico {very marginally well and not a player -- totally disabled} and King and he has new personel he can still fight but iS sitting very low key and I think I am safe.  May the Good Lord the Father and the Son and The LORD THE Holy Spirit have MERCY ON ME BECAUSE THIS WAS NOT PLANNED OR EVEN DREAMED OF BEING SUCH A DEADLY BUSINESS BUT MY SPIRITUAL DIRECTORS ALL SAY i AM WITHOUT MORTAL SIN AFTER CONFESSION AFTER MAJOR OFFENSIVES  i HAD NO CHOICE , i HAD TO DO WHAT i DID BUT i AM EMOTIONALLY VERY WEAK AND EXHAUSTED. tO BE OUT OF A STATE OF GRACE INTO A MORTAL SIN WHERE YOU COULD GO TO HELL YOU MUST HAVE FULL KNOWLEDGE AND FULL CONSENT AND A GRAVE MATTER. BUT I NEVER HAD FULL CONSENT I WAS FORCED TO FIGHT WITH MY OWN SINGLE DEFENCE THAT I WAS ALWAYS ON THE DEFENSIVE SIDE AND NEVER INITIATED A BATTLE SO I AM MEA CULPA WITH SIN BUT I CONFESS MY SINS TO GOD WITH A PRIEST TO HELP ME UNDERSTAND AND UNTANGLE THE MESS IN THESE ALL THINGS AND I AM STILL NOT WORTHY TO GO TO GOD: MY BAPTISMAL CLOTHES ARE STAINED BY SIN AND I WILL HAVE TO DO PENANCE AND PRACTICE A PROGRAM OF ATTONEMENT TILL I DIE.  

AND IT IS NOT OVER -- ENRICO COULD KILL GIVEN THE CHANCE AND KING IS REARMING HIMSELF AND I CAN'T SEE HIM GETTING OUT OF HIS CONDITION VERY EASILY.

YOURS WITHOUT CEASING______________ ETERNAL LOVE______________ROBERT LIND DEFRIES 

 Best wishes for the Summer. I still pray frequently and your prayers and my prayers and the meds are the answer. Thank you for reading. I love you all. May the Peace of the Spirit of God be with your minds, heads and hearts now and forever. May your soul and body live with God in heaven eternally. Yours without ceasing___________ Eternal Love_____________ Robert Lind Defries 


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