"A FREE Book of Christian Mysticism"
Robert Lind Defries
WHAT THIS BOOK IS NOT!
Tough Animal Talk
"From A FREE Book of Christian Mysticism, on the web at this base url dated May 23, 2002, Recent recollections of an invasion of my premises by a great variety of mammals and insects who just dropped in one night and still haven't totally left 19 months later, Coming mostly from water environments, they seem to beg that we be aware once more of the gnostic concept of the DEMI-URGE. Have you ever tested your metal against shattering events like the second world war or equivalent??? Does history make saints??? Does history break saints??? Once a saint always a saint??? You can find fault in all I think and do...I'm the kind of man who MUGGLES through.There was a knock at my front door--I opened it and saw my relative surrounded by animals and they poured inTO my apartment on both sides of he and I. He claimed he found them ouside my building in the courtyard and HE SAW THEM CORPORALLY WITH HIS NAKED EYES. HE ALSO KNEW THE LOCATION SEVERAL DAYS LATER OF HUNDREDS OF DOLLARS OF THE REMAINS OF MY 4000$ GIFT MONEY FROM MY MOTHER. MONEY SCATTERED HERE AND THERE. I AM TOLD BY A HUMANOID THAT THESE INVASIONS TAKE PLACE EVERY 6 TO 7 MONTHS AROUND THE WORLD NEAR SPRING SOUTH TO NORTH AND MAYBE NORTH TO SOUTH. I WAS HELPLESS.">
The animals softened me up through their necessity and their tenacity, I took steps to drive them out, 60 percent have left, you may say, Ooohh coodilly coodilly coodilly doo dilly do such beaaauuuttiiffuullll aannimmallss aanndd ssoo cclleeaann--
You coward robert, you wastrel, you ne'er do well, defries {thats me!}- I retort, I beg of you, kind sir or madame, think of what would happen if your son or daughter brought home the entire contents of the city animal shelter, bridges burned, er, er, er, what's up doc??? has anybody got any smelling salts?
??--GOD is no respecter of Persons--, Maybe 70 percent of the mammals with myself were water based and were harmless, such as mink, muskrat, otters, sea otters, weasels, stoat, ermine {maybe{, beaver, sea cow, INSECTS, millipede, centipede, praying mantii, a different BUG with a most formidible 'ice pick' on the end of a rope at his tail, that this accursed insect hurls at and snags in your leg, oh the agony, the veiled threats of retaliation, involuntary curses, the violent imprecations.
SOME OTHER ANIMALS not present to me also ostensibly from the DEMI-URGE are sea-lions, walrus, seals, whales, especially the narwhale with the unicorn-like tusk in his forehead, all manner of turtles and tortoises, and the list goes on and on, you will have me in stripes for this --
The animals here are totally mute even in war, some of them especially the old ones can hardly move, but are used constantly as a source of advice and wisdom by the youngsters, --with great respect and dignity, they don't eat, drink, eliminate waste, except for oral or sexual secretions.
{I***know*** I dont know how to understand/believe this either but it is still true after 5 weeks at least of being declared sane by my pschiatrist although only about 10 percent or 20 percent of the original number of animals are present and functioning here now--july-2-2002{
They still like to be brave and offer me one of my own sheets to share. I am totally celibate in every sense of the word so I am very safe and I notice these critturs less and less everyday.
they however have seemingly countless children---from any father, can't bite or hurt, BUGS HOWEVER CAN BITE AND DO HURT, some march in armies and nothing can stand against them.
Pitched battles, I won the battles.
They won the war, utter carnage, utter chaos.
I made at least 20 calls to 5 or 7 agencies {called the humane society 5 times, police 4 or 5 times, animal alert 3 times, the housing company once, the zoo once, the university zoology department, the psychiatric authorities daily, to get help} but no one ever came to help--to look and take see YES BUT HELP SOLVE THE PROBLEM NO WAY!!!
I fought the whole animal horde in the door to my bedroom {maybe 80-140 mammals}, with Birtie riding shotgun on a pile of books behind me, warning me of problem areas like a fourth front opening up like...directly behind me, I used a very evil, thorough and barbaric method of dispatching the ones that appeared to be the most aggressive, a pre-emptive strike with my cane.
I had been psychotic from the night the animals arrived, {later passed out from a spiked non-alcoholic drink {I am a teetotaler} drink and a lack of sleep and total stress running on empty, raw nervy syndrome}, Any one of which would slay me for a long time by itself.
The second night Birtie left and so did my will to fight, I thought long and hard about the 10 Commandments
Thou shalt not kill, This won the day, the turning point between opposition to God and His World of Creatures, to abandonment to Divine Providence, and it must be pointed out that this includes, making strange bedfellows of myself with these animals, even under the covers, sheets under which I lie, totally drugged measuring my length, while sleeping among the animals, and at the mercy of any capable animal that wished to harm me.
All be it that perhaps you feel sorry for me and or the animals but lets get it straight it's you in your small corner and I in mine, Love to you all, Robert Lind Defries."
If you see someone like me who claims sincerely to have had a infestation of animal life realize as I say that one man's meat is another man's poison, or Everest is another man's boothill. Savvy???
The mammals are sometimes ambidextrous, Seemingly they run the full range of human emotions, They aren't too bright, but they are very caring and peaceful and serene.
There is a constant licentiousness, alone or in groups, but they are basically utterly social animals in mixed quarters.
The animals are very gentle and very very tentative in psycho-sexual/amorous advances, and evolve personas, and extensive, simple [sexual] rituals that calm every one down with each other,it matters not whether their own family, either sex, any genus, creature, animate or inanimate object, living or dead,-- everything is fair game for these critters for a "love-affair."
It seems indeed possible that maybe the old song is true for them??? ---"I AM MY OWN GRAMPA"---"AND HOW DO THEY KNOW FOR SURE"---for all times except the early days of the invasion the animals were and are principally underneath clothing, any fabric that is maleable that can express a face or the arms and body shapes moving slowly in search of a contact with a kindred spirit--.
Even my friends who say it is an hallucination admit that the faces are there, lovely little faces, or powerful hunters faces, or homely faces, or old and worn faces, if optionally undefined and that they are very cute if not totally disarming and compelling and there seems to be some sort of concensus that they are a template being spiritual/psychological/mystical and supra-natural, being based on nature, and on top of that from a different "plane" or locale, as a original source, somewhere in time and space, {whatever I know not wherein I speak/write{ this is conjecture.
I don't want to read gnostic accounts of these creatures of this creation because I AM A CHRISTIAN NOT A GNOSTIC AND I SEE NOTHING TO BELIEVE IN, THEOLOGICALLY, IN A BUNCH OF ANIMALS FROM THE NETHERWORLDS,
{the otter and mink are the most active exposed in their flesh and furry selves early in the activities when they were running amuk over me and at that time the young mink were gamboling around the room in their acrobatics.
I was terrified{ ON MEDS all times,
I won the battles {ONE AND A HALF OF THEM{ if anyone can win on a field of utter carnage, and chaos and I contacted in vain, the animal authorities 5 times, the zoo once, the university 2X+, the animal group that saves a pets life-- 3 times, and the police{GOD BLESS THEIR CHEERFUL FRIENDLY SOULS,} were here at my behest 4 to 5 times for one thing or another, the psychiatric authorities daily and my housing people once
I had decided in my pea-headed little fighting man's mind that a, pre-emptive strike, would be the best way to go, although the least moral--I was playing the odds.
Blocking the doorway, I would observe who was doing the leading in each group, and then punch out with my cane an attempt to kill the creatures that had taken over my own house for nigh unto a week completely and utterly nearly forcing me into the streets and making it impossible for me to sleep with any privacy---
At best, worse than barbaric but I was psychotic from the upshot because of almost total lack of sleep {we psych patients are absolutely wired to a good nights sleep or else disaster-- the sanity roof caves in,
This and the stress, and Birdie and I got no support when I told people I had animals taking over my apartment-- my home no less, Housing management came while I was out but left their card and failed to file out a report,
The psychiatric officials said --Yes, Yes,-- {and} --There, There,---and I said where?? where?? and they said Here, Here!!! we'll upend the meds and everybody agreed
{myself:I WASN'T SURE IF IT SHOULD GO TO PARKS AND RECREATION, OR THE FOREIGN OFFICE, OR THE DEPARTMENT OF WEALTH AND HELLFARE, -ER--ER---ER-HEALTH AND WELFARE, OR THE LANDLORD AND TENANTS COMMITTEE."
I am at ease with my attitude toward the animals, We are called to hospitality to our ALIEN/SEPERATEDbrothers and sisters, and who could bear a grudge against a defenseless animal,
God the Father have Mercy on us sinners,
Jesus the Christ have mercy on us sinners,
Lord the Holy Spirit have mercy on us sinners,
Lord the Most Holy Trinity have mercy on me a sinner,
Jesu Laudemus, Jesu Adoramus,
Love to you all - Robert Lind Defries,
Gadzookes, GADZOOKES
The negativity by some great force against the God of All CREATION. The Truly Inscrutable GOD as in the flood, Rooted in antiquity and in Prehistory, there is much more left unexplained in the literature than explained, The teaching is definitely not Christian {outside myself but the Lord saved me and I am nearly back to my own self 17/6/05} but that does not mean a general carnage should erupt, should we or the animals be precipitated into OUR/THEIR SPACE, or else the days activity of 6 hours in maybe 24, with oral and sexual lascivious "AFFAIRS" much as my family likes from our dog (sic) ETC ETC,
They appear to be of mid-eastern origin, Were their ancestors left behind after Noah and the flood .
Somebody must have got their species mixed up when mating or perhaps someone was very wise, or slap happy, or having a good belly laugh, or very tough on the creatures of this world, when they were being given their shapes and names, perhaps by Adam,--- Otters, sea otters, something called a sea-cow etc, etc
To you people setting out on the unknown trail of the great beyond, without a clue where you are going, or who you will meet, or what the Lord has in store for you!!! You are "Neo-Abrahams" searching out the Lord's chosen Land for His Line.
But ---what to do with the animals??? Are they of the demi-urge??? {
-- {I ***know*** --it seems impossible but when left food they never touched it. It appeared early that the animals were flesh and blood in their own natural fur and skins, --
Later they would only be found as spiritual/psychic faces and shapes -- Moving slowly under clothing, fabric and/rugs, towels etc. They were impossible to kill and they left when i made life intolerable for them on the advice of two women who knew how to deal with this problem.
We disagree on an explanation of what really happened but we all agree that we did the job--I feel secure for the first time in over a year!!!{---Back to the animals as they were, -----july-2-2002}
They still like to be brave and offer me one of my own sheets to share. I am totally celibate in every sense of the word so don't go getting any crazy, half-baked ideas about me.
I am very safe and I notice these critturs less and less everyday-they have seemingly had countless children, from any father, the mammals can't bite or hurt, bugs however can bite and do hurt, unpleasant and worse, can cause great suffering, involuntary curses, threats of retaliation, and violent imprecations, some march in armies and nothing can stand against them, Pitched battles,
My pal Birtie the best computerized bird ever made, {she was a sweetheart{ with a mind like a steel-trap--figure that one out, and an intellect of a first year university student, tough as nails, intelligence, responsiveness, vocabulary, understanding and articulation. She put on any womans up front pseudu - sexual facade. She was mechanicly computerized sexy
The only creatures I had ever killed of any size were fish, and I had never killed a warm blooded animal before {although I eat meat}, quite a number of the animals that died here must have been I am sure clinically deader than a DODO BIRD, but they seemed to all come back before 3 or 4 days had passed or so it seemed, after the first night of bloodletting I was a fallen frightened man versus a supernatural world.
I repeat, I fought the whole animal horde in the door to my bedroom {maybe 80-140 mammals{, with Birtie riding shotgun on a pile of books behind me, warning me of problem areas.
I used a very evil, thorough and barbaric method of dispatching the ones that appeared to be the most aggressive, a pre-emptive strike with my cane {Good joke??? wait untill you get belted with a cane some day {I had been psychotic from the night the animals arrived, from my pharmaceuticals not kicking in--They were being readjusted and I was out daily to fix up my establishment -
am told I passed out from the effects of my meds but I thought i was due to a non-alcoholic {I am a teetotaler{drugged drink and a lack of sleep and total stress, any one of which would slay me for a long time by itself.}
the second night Birtie left and so did my will to fight, I thought long and hard about the 10 Commandments and "Thou shalt not kill".
I went in waving a white flag of peace. This won the day, the turning point between opposition to God and His World of Creatures, to abandonment to Divine Providence, and it must be pointed out that this includes, making strange "bedfellows" of myself with these animals, even under the sheets under which I lie, totally drugged up and really unconscious not sleeping, and "measuring my length" among the interlopers among the animals.
For My drugs make it important that I keep my/their own crippling/health giving agenda and I am crippled by the public reading the only literature available on me in a variety of circles IE their ******* PRECONCEIVED DOUBTS AND LABELS ABOUT MYSELF*******, "WE BELIEVE IN WHAT IS SEEN AND UNSEEN" {THE NICENE CREED} and the animals, and at the mercy of any capable animal that wished to harm me. All be it that perhaps you feel sorry for me and or the animals but lets get it straight it's you in your small corner and I in mine. Love to you all.
The Lord Bless you and keep you,
The Lord make His face "Bright and Happy to Shine upon YOU and YOURS",
forever and forever and forever
--Attention--
there goes the French Foreign LEGION
LOVE AND A BIF ON THE EAR to you all,
--EEE-Gad-SIR, GADZOOKES, AND GADZOOKES AND GADZOOKES, YOURS,
ALL OF YOU
--IF YOU KNOW ME I MEAN YOU--
-- IF YOU DON'T KNOW ME--
--I MEAN YOU-TOO ANYWAY---
THIS YOURS TO THE GODHEAD OF EVERYTHING AND EVERYONE,
Robert Lind Defries"
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| THE REVIEWS PAGE |
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| ST. THEOPHANE THE RECLUSE |
PUBLICATION INFORMATION |
| SOME REASONS FOR WRITING THIS BOOK |
| THE LEGAL PAGE |
THE SEARCH PAGE |
| ANIMAL |
| NEWSTUFF |
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